Over the years, I saw this man from time to time. Our lives changed & we had different partners, at different times.
A couple of years ago, he asked me why I would give time to things/people that did not respect me & yet, not him?
By this time, I'd had time to grow and heal and I was able to share with him...
I was always pretty on the outside. However, I was ugly on the inside, for I hated me and anything FOR me, honestly. I allowed mySelf to BE in sexual relationships where I was not honored & respected by others because I did not honor and respect mySELF!
I told him, my behavior had little to do with him, other than what he represented. He represented the idea of real connection, authentic allowing of Self to be SEEN and HEARD. He represented allowing mySelf to be treated kindly, to be loved and cherished, by another. 👉🏽How, on God's Good Earth, could I possibly allow another to give to me what I was unwilling to give to mySelf?
It was easy to let others treat me poorly. That's how I treated mySelf. Those that postured ideas of honoring me and respecting me, scared the shit outta me and I dismissed them, in favor of more of the same.
Today, this man is still my friend. Things are different and I have grown. He is still vibrating higher than I, doing amazing things. But, it was never about him. It was about me. Today, I ONLY entertain men that are EXCITED to honor, respect, and give to me. I welcome kindness, and compassion. After all, these are notions and nurture that I readily give to mySELF! I will not settle for less from another.
Even cooler, I can give it back, today! How much fun is that🤗? Happy day to you all!
Take time to GIVE LOVE to you, today.
You're the most important person, here.
As am I.
I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU
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