If you just keep moving, you’ll come to a better place. Consider your assumptions and change them when they don’t work for you. Allah has not created you to be miserable, so what is making you feel this way? Chuck it, find something knew, it’s definitely there! Allah says:
فَإِنَّ مَعَ الْعُسْرِ يُسْرًا - 94:5
For indeed, with hardship [will be] ease. إِنَّ مَعَ الْعُسْرِ يُسْرًا - 94:6
Indeed, with hardship [will be] ease. فَإِذَا فَرَغْتَ فَانصَبْ - 94:7
So when you have finished [your duties], then stand up [for worship]. وَإِلَىٰ رَبِّكَ فَارْغَب - 94:8
And to your Lord direct [your] longing.